I was feeling so depressed today, I cried for hours...
The wrong thing to do when you have a heartache or when you're simply feeling down is to watch a movie like "the notebook".
Yes, huge mistake...
But on the other hand, I don't know if i'm insane but I sometimes like being sad.
Because like I said earlier: Sadness drives me. And not only sadness.
I must be weird...
Anyway, I'm glad I can write down and share my feelings with whoever wants to take some time to read.

The thing is I'm writing a book but I just don't know if I'm ready to share That with the world. It is kind of intimate..
I still have that little awkward feeling about opening up on the internet.

I guess since I'm not telling the people I know about this blog, I'll simply write for myself and the lonely boys and girls passing by.

ttyl